Monthly Archives: October 2001

Someone Duplicated the Key to My Heart

October 31, 2001
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Music and Lyrics by Mark S. Meritt

This song received an Honorable Mention certificate and Top 500 prize from the 11th Annual Billboard Magazine Songwriting Contest, July 16, 2003.

Listen to .mp3 sample of Someone Duplicated the Key to My Heart.

Sung by Mark S. Meritt.

Circle P - Phonorecord Copyright 2007, 2002 Mark S. Meritt

Visit Mark’s MySpace Music Account to Hear the Full Song.

Lyrics

For so long we’ve been together
And each moment’s beat the last
I’ve seen oh so many others
But you’d never been surpassed
Yet now I’ve something to tell you
And it’s so hard to impart
No, our love has not yet abated
But someone duplicated the key to my heart

I once thought each had one only
And I thought my one was you
Yet now, anything but lonely,
I feel everything for two
A smorgasbord lays before me
But love’s not served a la carte
I don’t know with whom I’ll be sated
For someone duplicated the key to my heart

A copy’s a key only fools would use
The master’s the one that you must not lose
But how to choose to stay or run?
The dupe may have come first — are you the one?

Was it I who made the knockoff?
Did I broach Pandora’s Box?
No matter who chipped the block off
With hearts, you can’t change the locks
It seems that I must decide now
Perhaps I should throw a dart
To find out for whom I am fated
Not just infatuated, till death do we part
The choice became so complicated
When someone duplicated the key to my heart
Someone duplicated the key to my heart

© 2007, 2001 Mark S. Meritt

Lost in Paradise

October 31, 2001
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Music and Lyrics by Mark S. Meritt

Listen to .mp3 sample of Lost in Paradise.

Sung by Mark S. Meritt.

Lyrics

If their life were good
Most people would
Be happy with their fate

Still, down deep inside
It’s not denied
They want a life that’s great

Spite of what they have, they want it all
Lucky me, I’ve got it wall to wall

I’m lost in a wonderful paradise
I’m lost in a glorious dream

Strangers envy me
How happily
They think I live my days

Not one ounce of strife
The perfect life
Wherever I may gaze

Perfect things galore and then some more
But I wonder, who’s it perfect for

I’m lost in a marvelous paradise
I’m lost in a something-else dream
But if this was my kind of paradise
Well, then why do I find myself always wanting to scream?

When I look around me I can
See so many things
That so many people would desire

But nothing makes me feel
Like fireworks exploding
‘Stead of setting me alight,
I only want to set it all on fire

Strangers envy me
How happily
They think I live my days

They don’t know how I’m
So dissatisfied
And it’s more than a phase

All these things around me tease and taunt
None of it is what I really want

I’m lost in someone else’s paradise
Trapped on someone else’s cloud nine
And I can’t help but think that perhaps someone else may be lost in mine
Lost in mine

© & Circle P - Phonorecord Copyright 2007, 2001 Mark S. Meritt

Gratuitous Silence

October 31, 2001
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Music and Lyrics by Mark S. Meritt

The music for this song was originally written for You Could’ve Been Something Special (Love Theme from Gratuitous Violence). Mark felt the music worth reusing for a piece with a greater likelihood for longevity. Other than the title being a nod, the lyrics are essentially unrelated to the original.

Listen to .mp3 sample of Gratuitous Silence.

Sung by Mark S. Meritt.

Lyrics

We used to be so together
Two shining diamonds in the rough
And for a while just each other seemed enough
But we wanted something better
You sought your fortune in the sky
For me, a far more grounded future caught the eye

But as your star ascended by degrees
We didn’t know we’d turn to enemies
And now you only give the deepest freeze
Gratuitous silence

Tried to help so many others
It’s the hardest row to hoe
When someone else is who they rather would know
If everybody had their druthers
It’s you whose life they’d want to live
They all refuse to see just how much I can give

It kills me knowing that they’re all so blind
But they can’t leave all your false hopes behind
And now from you all that I’ve come to find…

I had the strength to say what I believe
And you thought I was mad
But it turns out that I was self-deceived
If being true should make me glad
Then tell me, why’s it feel so bad?

I did not want you to leave me
Didn’t mean to go away
But sometimes losing what you care for’s a price you pay
Still we follow in our footsteps
Build our castles in the sand
And though we may have been divided, still we stand

Can we be harmonized? I have no clue
What’s good for just one leaves no room for two
And so for now all I’ll expect from you’s
Gratuitous silence
Gratuitous silence
Gratuitous silence

© & Circle P - Phonorecord Copyright 2007, 2001 Mark S. Meritt

Why Are the Punan ‘Complex’?

October 27, 2001
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This paper was written during Chris’ undergraduate studies at the University of Queensland.

Read the Why Are the Punan ‘Complex’? .pdf.

“Isaac and Ishmael” and Ishmael

October 5, 2001
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In response to the September 11, 2001, terrorist attacks on the United States, creator/writer Aaron Sorkin and the other minds behind NBC’s The West Wing decided to delay the official start of the series’ third season, quickly creating a new episode about terrorism. Providing a thoughtful and multifaceted look at the issue, the episode also took place outside the bounds of the shows ongoing storylines. These were bold moves, in not just content but form. Sorkin and his collaborators deserve compliments for continuing to create worthwhile and interesting television programming, which unfortunately seems a difficult task for the industry.

For all its thoughtfulness, though, the episode falls prey to a few cultural ambiguities. As wonderful and intelligent a writer as Sorkin is, the power, insight and pretensions toward social change that he and his show have would find all the greater success through an understanding of the nuances behind three points made in the episode.

1. First Lady Abigail Bartlett tells the Biblical tale of Isaac and Ishmael to explain the origin of terrorism by Islamic extremists, suggesting that it arises from the historical antipathy between Jews and Arabs.

Indeed, Sorkin deemed this point important enough to title the episode after the pair. This tale, though, both has greater meaning and does not get at the root of the problem.

Daniel Quinn, author of the best-selling and award-winning book Ishmael, once explained the naming of his title character: “According to our cultural mythology, God lost interest in all other creatures on this planet when humans came along. (Although nonhumans came first, our mythology tells us they were not God’s ‘true’ children. Rather, it is humans who are God’s true children.) According to Genesis, this is exactly what happened to Ishmael when Isaac came along: his father Abraham lost interest in him. (Although Ishmael came first, he was not Abraham’s ‘true’ son. Rather it was Isaac who was his true son.) In other words, what Genesis says happened to Ishmael is exactly what our mythology says happened to the non-human community on this planet. This makes ‘Ishmael’ an appropriate name for someone who speaks for this community.”

As is clear throughout the work of Quinn and others, the real rift is between our civilization and everything else on the planet, including not only nonhumans but humans who are not part of “us.” To explain this rift, Quinn points to another Biblical tale of embattled brothers, Cain and Abel. Whatever the symbolic implications of Isaac and Ishmael, they remain bound together as descendants of Cain. Jew or Arab, both are children of our civilization, unlike Abel who represents other cultures assimilated or destroyed by the ever-conquering Cain.

It is this more fundamental rift that is the root cause of all the worst social ills we know — from the ages-old hatred between Jew and Arab to the many other issues our civilization has dealt with since even before the advent of Judaism and with which our society (and, of course, the storylines of The West Wing) continue to struggle.

2. Deputy Director of Communications Sam Seaborn points out how terrorists stick with terrorism even though it has never succeeded. They do so because, as Presidential Aide Charles Young helps clarify, it gives them a sense of belonging and power. Its long-term failures are beside the point.

Something very similar can be said of our civilization. We stick with our civilization unabashedly because we enjoy the things it gives us here and now, regardless of the fact that it can never succeed at banishing our great social ills, because it is itself is the very cause of those ills. Indeed, our addiction to our particular civilization is so great that, should we continue to cling to it, it will systematically bring about its own end. Terrorism itself can never fall victim to this kind of genuine and final self-destruction, as long as that which causes it hangs on.

Am I saying that our civilization is worse than terrorism? That would be incomprehensible, like saying that family is worse than sibling rivalry. Terrorism is one of the results of the workings of some civilized social structures, just as sibling rivalry is one of the results of the workings of some familial social structures. I’m merely saying that similar things can be said of both terrorism and our civilization, which should be no surprise given that, one way or other, terrorism is created in the image of the civilization that spawns it. The crucial truth behind this is that we cannot count only the things we like about our civilization as “civilized.” War, famine, terrorism and ecological disaster are all extremely civilized things, found wherever civilization is.

One final note on this subject: While Sam notes that terrorists have utterly failed to achieve goals like bringing down capitalism, one of the students visiting the White House suggests that non-violent protestors have succeeded at achieving broad social changes in terms of, for example, civil rights. The nasty little secret behind this is that capitalism, itself a child of civilization, might not be hurt by other children of civilization — sibling rivals such as Communism or coup d’etat or terrorism — but that it is not omnipotent. Indeed, there are an endless number of quiet, ordinary ways for people to find something better for themselves, better than even our vaunted and oh-so-civilized capitalism. More importantly, this can be done without even conceiving of capitalism as evil — and without even requiring that everyone abandon it.

3. The message at the end of the episode, provided by Deputy Chief of Staff Josh Lyman, is that we are supposed to support pluralism, the acceptance of more than one idea — that our permission of diversity is the way to defeat terrorists.

This is, indeed, an idea to support. The problem is that even our society doesn’t do enough of it. As many ways of thinking as our pluralistic society has, it nevertheless continues to wear blinders to some other possible ways of life. Note Sam’s upholding of capitalism, the implication being that capitalism is what works and those who can’t beat it should accept their fate and join it. Some children of Cain may accept more ideas than others, but all are joined in their common denial of the ideas of Abel. Yet those are among the ideas which could begin to move our culture in a direction that actually works for people, providing people with what they really need even as they leave civilization behind. Indeed, such a move would gradually eliminate those great social ills — and neutralize our path toward self-destruction — by pulling the rug out from under their source. Further, in the true spirit of pluralism, as noted above, this perspective does not even deny capitalism — or civilization, for that matter. It merely adds possibilities.

We should, indeed, be grateful that we live in a pluralistic society, because it affords us the best chance to pursue alternatives. Nevertheless, we must remain aware of how even our particular pluralistic society has certain things it might not wish to include, because it remains a child of the global civilization that cannot permit quite everything lest it weaken itself. But diversity is not something we “should” permit. It is a fact of existence, and any attempt to deny it fails in the end. This is as true in our supposedly pluralistic society as it is in an extremist one. This is simultaneously reason to be cautious about our own society which imagines itself to have gotten everything right, and reason to be optimistic that we will, in fact, figure things out before we do ourselves in.

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